I am ok..don worry..

August 23rd, 2008

Sunday, should be a very relax weekend…

But, I am so wasting it to lock myself in my bed room and facing to my computer screen play games, uploading…

THIS IS BECAUSE I AM NOT HAPPY…

My face is in ‘black’ colour, since this morning.. At this moment, I still cannot turn it back to ‘normal’ colour.. haih..suddenly found out i am a pessimistic person, think in bad, think in sad, think negatively…

I am stubborn, i think i am a person that cannot accept failure..

What i can do..all this is my choice.

want to sleep, cos tiring of showing black face also..other ppl see also sien..hate..even i also hate myself..

I REALLY HATE MYSELF…